Long time no seeeee!
Damn, it feels like such a long time since I’ve come back to this dark place LOL I say “feels like” because it’s only been a year when it felt longer, and I also say “dark place” because I remember how extremely pessimistic, angry and emo I was whenever I came here; it’s quite disturbing now when I think about it and I deleted the majority of my emo posts *shudders*. I’m also surprised I still have followers! lol I have a lot of catching up to do.
A lot has changed though, and I mean a lot! I’ve definitely changed and I think it was because I left this blog; it was so unhealthy. I’m not so negative about everything anymore. I stopped being so hard and critical about myself, that was a start, and it made me feel so much happier. I just stopped worrying about life so much. I remember when I started this blog, I use to worry constantly because at that stage I left my old job and deferred uni. It became so bad that I didn’t get proper sleep for 6 months. But anyway, I’m back at uni this year. What else did I do? Took up some hobbies and surrounded myself with things I love doing. Spent more time with friends which I adore, and made new friends along the way :) My family is also doing a lot better too, and I constantly hang out with my lovely cousins and have regular family outings. Although I have a love-hate relationship with my job, it’s my workmates that make me look forward to working; I adore them (: And of course, how could I forget to mention that I recently met someone completely awwwwweeesommmee and amazing :D and he was the reason I decided to come back here. I hope my past emo-ness doesn’t scare you away… although the majority of the posts have been deleted LOL
I’ve just changed my outlook on everything to become happier. Looking back now, there was no point in me being negative all the time and it was time wasted; it did me no good. Well, at least I learnt from it. Not going back there again (:
11:46 am • 10 May 2012
Friends and pizza. TGIF!
Hung out with some friends yesterday (:
おひさしぶり. It’s been a while.
My friends are all guys though and I’ve known them since high school. Not that I don’t have girl friends, it’s just that I hang out with my guy friends more. I think I’m considered as one of them too; I don’t really mind but I won’t deny that I haven’t felt a bit weird when we’ve gone out and I get looked at by others for being the only girl in the group.. Anyway, the last time I hung out with the same bunch, was for my friend’s birthday. We went to a bar/club, got smashed, danced the night away, didn’t come home till 5am, and didn’t wake up till 8pm. It was worth it but I’m definitely turned off alcohol for life.
Last night, we just had a quiet night in with some pizza, watching NRL (rugby league), catching up on each other’s lives as well as reminiscing about high school life. A night pigging out over pizza is definitely my kind of night! :D I just wished I could do the same thing with girl friends.
Oh yeah! I feel really privileged that most of my Aoi Haru edits ended up on the Aoi Haru facebook fanpage ^_^ I appreciate them crediting me too!
12:46 pm • 6 August 2011 • 1 note
iamf-i-n-e asked: thanks :D I'll be on the look out too! xD
this is why I need to learn japanese! so many good japanese movies! I love japanese slice of life movies <3
thanks again! :)
Omg I know! I tried learning Japanese but I honestly fail @_@ I love slice of life too! It’s such a great eye opener and thought provoker. Anytime :D
1:59 pm • 4 August 2011 • 1 note
Anonymous asked: post more postcrossing!
Hi! Unfortunately I’m no longer doing postcrossing. I just hardly have time to write postcards and post them off, which is strange I know because I have time on tumblr, but that’s pretty effortless :S Sorry.
1:56 pm • 4 August 2011
khiza2kaichan1:
Takako Chigusa: You’ve scarred my face.
Kazushi Niida: It’s your fault. You made me mad.
Takako Chigusa: Always blaming someone else! This is why I hate your guts!
-pulls out her weapon-
Takako Chigusa: Come at me! Every inch of me will resist you!
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12:27 am • 4 August 2011 • 35 notes
Battle Royale. My favourite movie of all times. Ever. And also highly recommended! I’d have to say Battle Royale and Blue Spring take my top 2 favourites; Crows Zero can be a bit mehh towards the end battle, especially if you’ve watched the movie so many times, but these 2 I can never get sick of.
Can’t wait to create screencaps for this movie. I shall buy the dvd again, for the third time, and this time I shall not let anyone borrow it.
P.S. I had the biggest crush on guy no. 19, Shinji Mimura (Takashi Tsukamoto); both character and actor :D LOL
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12:15 am • 4 August 2011 • 13 notes
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Aoi Haru OST
Thee Michelle Gun Elephant - Mona Lisa
I dub thee as Yukio’s theme (:
5:01 pm • 3 August 2011 • 15 notes
